overpouring blessings

Black Milk Project has been doing unexpectedly well. i'm truly impressed by daddyG.

and for those who supported, you know how much me and squishytomato love you.

also, i've been feeling itchy. my hair is. and i feel like snipping it.

it has been 2 months or so i've been getting all the "Hey red hair girl"...and how i would stick out like a sore thumb wherever i go.











 Time for a change.:)




Meanwhile, black milk project wishes happy halloween! Have a creepy one!

you

you.

pissed? well not quite. the term "pissed at you" is over-rated.

disappointed? overused. been thru that way too many times.

i've been put up with attitudes too often these few weeks.

i can't biliv that includes you.

yes, you.

has always been. who am i kidding? nothing i do not know.

how big of a capacity do i have for you?

why?

God...why?

im actually pretty good at being that splinter up your a**

Seriusly, i'm not kidding.

i never had problems winning arguements that can put someone down emotionally down to shitpits with my very meticulous well-defined words of insults.

leading Emerge events in VU, proves to be a challenge.

and the attitudes? don't even go there. alas i wasnt wasted, i counter 'em quite well cus i would be a self-proclaimed queen of attitude. baskets.

but you know what truly kept me together and not make 'em babies cry? God keep reminding me to counter bad attitudes with a good attitude.

Summer Skimmers by BlackMilkProject!

Shoes i totally heart!!! like... TOTALLY!

so ofcors, i gave it a name that i totally heart as well... Summer Skimmers. i tot it sounds perfectly beautiful.

Makes me feel like it's holiday. The comfy material with the homely off-white and brown color, feels just like a kick-back-day with summer breeze washing off your face.

holidayyyyyYyYYy!

selling them makes me happy enuf to level up on the stress balance. :)

check 'em out at www.blackmilkproject.blogspot.com

my purpose found

just finished practising my preaching challenge for tmrw with tomato keeping time.

my topic is "discovering your purpose in God". was the same one for my CLT preaching test, and now even better, ofcors. nyeks.

never fails to remind me how faithful and amazing God has been in my life.

He gave and restored me fully by giving me a purpose to live for. how more beautiful can life get?

i'd never be who and where i am today without Him. and yes, all the yakkings and whining in all the previous posts are just attention seeking and meaningless ramblings.

I'd never trade for anything in the world for what i'm doing now.

>:P

things in my head

stress level : bursting out from from bottom to top at volcanic rate

not exageratin one bit.

its Emerge 09
there VU to take care of
work load in Dash... indescribable
just started in blackmilkproject

the plannings and thinking and strategising. oh how i hate using my brains. i have difficulties gathering 'em functional braincells. when i do, i feel like i killed gazillions of them.

status : damn hungry cus i only had a light breakfast but i really have no appetite.

i feel like ... just sulking.

preaching challenge tmrw at 11am.

gosh ......

Black Milk Project

I'm trying hard to throw in some coins into my Piggy Bank

www.blackmilkproject.blogspot.com

shop SHop SHOP SHOP SHOP!

let's emo

Spitter spatter
the blanketed dark, cold skies
… my favorite weather
the soul stirring moments of vanity emo
the heart calming moments or, such as so
droplets dripping at the window pane
the world standing still, calmed by the rain
it knows my name,
and when I cry, we’re the same
it washes away weary souls, im told
...it knows when I’m cold

www.nothingdoodles.blogspot.com

and i was born...

my birthday. today.
^_^